and put up a gorgeous stone wall.
I had #3 pose for a photo
a couple weeks ago next to the wall
and all I could hear in my head
was the 1970's song by The Stylistics,
"I'm Stone In Love With You",
which translated means,
I am crazy in love with you,
which I am with all my girls.

Songs to me, are the very essence of my being.
Every memory I have,
can be traced back to a song,
playing in the background.
Where I was, who I was with,
it's all in my head
intertwined with music.
Sadly, the Green Day song,
"Wake Me Up When September Ends"
will now remind me of this chapter
in my daughter Ryan's ongoing battle with cancer.
Eight weeks ago, she had her 18 month post-chemo CT scans.
We were originally told that everything looked great.
Unbeknownst to me,
my husband was told that there was a "spot" found on her lung,
it was very small, but it was there.
Lord love him, he kept this news to himself for 2 whole weeks
(he didn't want me to worry unneccessarily)
because they couldn't retest Ryan until 8 weeks later
to see if it would grow, we didn't tell her.
So the two of us put up this united front throughout the summer,
knowing what lay ahead come September.
As it turned out,the "spot" has grown, not alot,
but enough to warrant a concern
because of Ryan's history.
She is scheduled to have a lung biopsy in 10 days.
Any good thoughts and prayers you can spare,
would be greatly appreciated.
So...wake me up when September ends.
-Jody













